Maybe I jinxed myself after all...
So here's my problem: Today in one of my classes, one of my teachers made a comment that went something like this:
"You know that feeling when a loved one leaves you, even just for a night, and your heart just shatters?"
As a matter of fact, I know exactly what you mean, teacher. Ever since that point, I have been thinking (more than usual) about how much I miss my husband. It kills me a little bit.
I know I've said this before, but every time one of my married friends posts a picture of them and their spouse, my heart breaks a little. I'm so jealous. That's the life *I* should have. The one where I get to see my husband every day.
I'm so proud of Caleb, but missing him hurts a lot and I sure wish I didn't have to live without him.
I still haven't broken down (knock on wood), so I guess that's... progress? A good thing, for sure. Going to bed tonight might be hard, but I'll get over it.
My friends, if you are married or have a significant other of any kind you get to see on a daily or even weekly basis, please be grateful. Please remember how lucky you are to even spend time with them. It's REALLY not easy doing this. In fact, I'd even submit that it is hard. It would make me so happy to know that those of you who have the privilege of being with the one you love are making the most of it and never taking them for granted.
I love you all, and am so glad to have you in my life. Have a great day, and cherish every moment. ♥
It's definitely not the same as what you're experiencing, but after the break up with Chance I cried whenever I saw an interracial couple (LOL)! It absolutely sucks. I could put in a string of profanity to illustrate exactly what I mean, but to keep it clean, I will just say it sucks. And you are one of the toughest people I know and if anyone can handle it, it's you. Call me sometime! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Michelle!! You're always great for encouragement. I'd love to see you sometime!
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